2009-05-22T12:37:00.000-07:00

Eh...I wish I could put all this world's philosophy in a food processor and see what comes out..
Perhaps the same old beautification of human progress..
It is, all or nothing.. rightly a two tier existence..Those who succeed; and succeed in elevating their needs, tastes and thought to the standardised milieu. "We can play the game" the say, "we strife for a decent life". And those who fail, and failure they feel. Strong, overwhelming and excrement tasting failure that drags you down to the deepest pit of inferiority.
And there is us, my friend, is there a place for us? is there an identity for us??

2009-05-19T05:04:00.000-07:00

Are you struggling to find your place in this world? Are you struggling to make sense out of it all?
Then you and I are not alone. All my life I've seen myself as an outsider. I have perceived my being as a patch never blending with the very fabric of society.
I have, halfheartedly, been through a trillion self-diagnosis: Inferiority complex, chronic fatigue syndrome, anxiety, depression, obsessive compulsive behavior......
I have read all the crap designed to trick you into "blending-in": Detox plans, cognitive therapy to fight depression, yoga, Coelho, bible, body mind and spirit literature, complementary therapy, vegetarian diet.....
Now I am tired and I think, I have fought it hard but one must succumb to the idea that nothingness is in fact few milliliters behind the bright backdrop of this world.
Is there a place for us, you and, I?? Are we alone in thinking that this awful world doesn't make any sense?
Please let me know so that all of us realize that, yes, we are different and yes, indeed, we do not want to conform to the social "norms" and make up of this world.
Tell me my friend...what is tiring you???

Tired, In Search of Inner Peace